I wish I could sink through the floor but I get on with the last question.
二、渴望
He longed for sth.
三、疲惫
It wasn't the fatigue she minded, it was the looks others gave her.
四、自卑
On the outside, she looked big, but on the inside, she felt as small as a pea. And PE class was when she felt at her smallest.
五、不自在
Not all her classmates made her feel uncomfortable, though.
六、绝望挣扎
She just wanted to survive it.
七、吃惊(震惊)
Even the popular kids were sitting there in shock.
eyes widened (in astonishment) 惊讶地瞪大眼睛
stare in disbelief 难以置信地盯着
freeze with shock惊呆了
leave sb speechless使某人说不出话来
one's jaw drops 某人因惊讶或震惊张口结舌
drop a bombshell宣布一个出人意料、令人震惊的消息
catch sb off guard 使某人感到措手不及
八、悲痛
the grief that choked me 让我窒息的悲伤